Dadem! Ghosts are once again popping like mushrooms all over the place. People from the past that id rather forget. I got a grip of myself and started talking to him. I almost regretted it. Looking at it now, i guess it was worth it. I gave him the closure he needed. I just hope he's happy. Two years is indeed a long time. Im glad that he's finally moving on.
Im worried about my bro. He’s confined at the hospital since Saturday afternoon because of orchitis. I’ve spent my afternoons with him so mom can have her rest and come back in the evenings. It frustrates me too see him in pain knowing that I can’t do anything to make it better for him. To top it all off, he’s lying in an uncomfortable bed, bored to death coz there’s no tv, he misses home, he misses school, he’s got no friends with him. Only me and my youngest bro as companions. Although its taxing for me to have to babysit two kids at the same time (hahahah go ahead and try babysitting my two bros and you’ll know what I mean), Im glad I got to spend some time alone with them. Moving out of my home has made me miss some of the stuff that has been happening with them lately. Thursday is the appointed day for his ultrasound. I just hope the results would be favorable. Please pray for him. For those who did, many thanks
my hands are cold and clammy. im starting to feel a surge of panic. i dont usually feel this before THE big day (the mother of all big days). but this time, our future is literally at stake. failure is not an option. although i am unsure of how the events will turn out tomorrow, my instincts tell me that it will turn out fine. we have worked hard for this day. a lot of our disappoinments, fears and frustrations has come and gone till we have finally finished this next to impossible task. the fruits of our labor will finally be paid off. at the end of the day, hopefully we will be duly rewarded. i can say that it will be more than luck that will get us through. our undying dedication and the passion that we put into our work will impress our mentors and put us up there beside our contemporaries.
